[2010-07-18]
[1:24 p.m.]

hup two. I'm seeing things in black and white and everyone knows that's not for my own good. Take some deep breaths and try to be positive. I get down for absolutely NO reason. and that's what it is. NOTHING. But I need to be alone when I get like this. and it's not like I want to sulk alone in the bedroom. I would just like to be alone...doing whatever it is I do. I feel like I'm so grown from he scared girl I used to be. I still think about it. Dazing off saying "could I get away with one?" perhaps. an adult mind might think differently, but it still feels the same way.